12.2.10

Jake perked up again this morning and has been playing more and eating more than yesterday, and seems largely free of pain. Skyped Mum & Dad and they got to see him play a bit. I didn’t appreciate being asked whether we’ve sorted childcare yet and about my work arrangements. Jake’s barely out of hospital and I’m not even due back until April. But my very strong reaction to the questions makes me realise how much I don’t want to go back to work. I was feeling angry and tired so I baked, then drew and now feel more normal.